2023
ビデオインスタレーション（武蔵野プレイスギャラリー天井の角、プロジェクター）
14分
Video installation (the corner of the ceiling of the gallery in Musashino place, projector)
14min.

新型コロナウイルスが蔓延し始めた2020年初旬までの数ヶ月間国外に滞在していて、最終的には異国でのロックダウンと数度の人種差別を経験した。それまでも各地に存在し続けていた事柄が顕著に現れるような時期だった。しかしそうした状況下でも人の温かさを感じる場面もあり、他者との関わりや理解について改めて考えさせられるような時間だった。
今作の言葉と映像は、そんなコロナ禍の帰国後以降に集めはじめたものだ。それまで自分が生活の中で感じてきたこと、気づき、生きること自体について、ただの日記など。これらの多くは誰かに見せるつもりなく残していたものである。メモ書きのような、意志のような、おしゃべりのような、単なる独り言のような。

I stayed abroad for several months until early 2020 when the COVID-19 had begun to spread, and eventually I has experienced lockdown in a foreign country and several racial discriminations. It was the time when matters already existed in many places had been appeared more obvious. However, even under such situation, there were several scenes I could feel the warmth of people. It made me rethink about relationship with and understand of others in that period. The words and images in this work were collected after those experiences, returning to Japan. These are what I have felt and noticed in my life until then, about living itself, just diaries, etc. Many of these were left without intension on showing to others. They are like notes, will, chatting, or just soliloquies.